Thursday, April 23, 2009

Confused and Irritated

So... I am currently 3 weeks late. Still getting negative tests. I don't get it. It's making me angry. If I'm pregnant (chills just from typing that - for several reasons), then WHY won't a test show it?? And if I'm not, then WHY won't it just START already?!?! I hate this. I'm not a control freak by any means, but I can't stand when things like this happen. And there's nothing I can do. Except wait. Last time I was late I called my gyno and got a blood test done. Negative. I can't take another disappointment. I know we aren't "trying" yet, but I can't help but have my hopes get high... And it sucks to just have them get crushed again and again. I don't know how my husband would react if I were, but I would be really happy. Ridiculously happy.

I guess time will tell.......

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